Talk

  I sit here lost in thought ,
thinking of what we used to talk.
Yearning to talk now,
I hear nothing but the clocks tick-tock.

The endless conversations,
& the sleepless nights,
felt good when I knew,
I made a friend that night.

We spoke of music and lyrics,
and the meanings that lay beneath,
        & books and pages that contain,
         a world underneath.

As time passed by,
I made friends, a score.
We became close and spoke,
of the happiness we bore.

As I spoke more,
Ideas began to flow,
& the words began to grow,
like never before

Money | Joy?

Life moves on just like time and waits for no one. There are so many decisions to be made in a split second or over a long period of time which might still seem insufficient. Life; the word is so has so many meanings and interpretations. I wish that it was only tough to describe it and not live it. Today I stand at another crossroads, where an important decision has to be taken. Do I prioritize money or happiness? Is money everything and can happiness be achieved without money? Oh, the everlasting quest to find these answers. This reminds me of a night where I was woken up by my friend near about midnight and then I realised that I have done nothing at all until now. At least nothing significant! I felt so disoriented that nothing and to add fuel to the fire I had a pathetic day after that.

My ambitions and dreams seem kind of out of reach every now and then. "Winners never quit and quitters never win" is the saying that I am often reminded of when that thought comes to my mind.  After a setback in life such as playing the worst show ever does make you ponder about these things and makes you wonder if what you want to do is even possible. I mean is it true that we need to Magnify our skills or Modify our dreams?  The caveman period where the barter system was prevalent seems so much better off now.

A Fleeting thought

Sometimes in life,
you are too lost ,
you don't know ,
how to change the past.

Sometimes I want to,
change things that happened,
and make my current world,
a better place to live in.

There are so many things,
that I want to say,
but i just can't express
them to you.

You are special to me,
and so is she.
I cannot tell either one,
about thee.

The things you ask,
The way you talk,
makes me want to take a walk,
and think a lot.

Run away from the past,
I cannot .
You haunt me with love,
that I bear not .

Sequestered are my thoughts,
to the open world,
yet you see them,
like you were me.

You read my mind,
and know what I feel,
you do this ,
with utmost ease.

Astonished and amazed,
at a man's thought,
I sit here bewildered,
to think if I know you or not!

Tell me

Pondering at her gaze,
as my vigil of the imagination fades,
Transparent and illuminated ,
Her silhouette fades out the crowd

I see you while
thoughts come and go
and I wish they would just
ebb and flow

CHORUS:
I walk past you
when the sky is blue
When i think of being with you
you leave me without a clue

There are many a reasons why
i dont do many a thing
and i wish i could tell you why
while i try to sing

I wish i could tell you why
I haven't said much over the years
I just didnt want to see you cry
or shed a single tear

The tunes from my guitar
Are the only words i have for you
I hope that someday you will tell me
Something that i never could tell you.